FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN ? STILL HOPING ?

what has happened to me ?

i dont want to love and fall in love again

enough until here only

im tired of these the worlds laughter ,  love , sadness

i was promised that i would lock the door of my heart

i want it closed for ever and ever

but its all still happening

WHY MUST ME ? WHY DEAR ! WHY !

honestly , i fell in love with you back :'(

i dont know why

i try to forget you , but its not simple to do

sorry , if i made you mad because i still like you
sorry because i still love you anymore
sorry because i can not lie myself
sorry if i made you mad